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Ksenia Anske

January 16, 2016

I'm not killing people. I write books.

by Ksenia Anske


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There could be a different path for me in life, the one to a different kind of fame. The more I read about serial killers as research for Janna, the more I see the characteristic killer-making patterns that were present in my life and that could push me in that direction but never did. For every badness that came my way there was always some goodness that canceled it. And then I fled. I learned to flee early, first out of my body, then together with my body out of my country, and twice out of my marriages. Maybe that's what kept me sane. My therapist told me that all signs were there for me to turn out bad but that I somehow miraculously avoided it. It other words, I was fucked up but didn't turned out fucked-up in the head. 

I'm reading an excellent book right now on female serial killers by Peter Vronsky, about deadly women who overthrow our conventions and social constructs on who a serial killer is or could be. It's no longer just a white male in his late twenties who stops killing around his 40s, it is also a woman in her thirties who kills up to her 60s and 70s and beyond, getting only better and better at it, until apprehended.

There is no solid body of study on female serial killers so not much can be glimpsed about how one becomes a serial killer. Much of what we know is unclear and not backed up with enough data. Some things seems to stem from the environmental damage, some are congenital. We simply don't know why some battered lonely disadvantaged children grow up to kill, and others don't. Why? What factors contribute to pushing one over the edge? 

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TAGS: writing, personal, serial killers, books


December 11, 2015

A year in reading: best books I read in 2015

by Ksenia Anske


Illustration by Esra Røise

Illustration by Esra Røise

Illustration by Esra Røise

Illustration by Esra Røise

Can you believe 2015 is almost over? I can't believe it. Where did it go? All this writing and reading and BAM! another year gone. Curiously, since I started writing full-time, I also started reading full-time. Goodreads gave me this curious statistic. The number of books I read per year.

  • 2012: 16 books
  • 2013: 33 books
  • 2014: 58 books
  • 2015: 102 books

Staggering, eh? As you can see, it escalated quickly. I don't know if I'll be able to top 100+ books per year in 2016 and read, say, 120 or something, but it's a worthy goal for the New Year's resolution. More than ever books help me write better, and I wish I could read even faster. I wish I could eat books, drink books, swallow books, as they give me everything I need to know about writing and more.

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TAGS: books, 2015, reading list, best book


November 30, 2015

How do you ship your books?

by Ksenia Anske


Image by Issuu from a packaging dielines book

Image by Issuu from a packaging dielines book

Image by Issuu from a packaging dielines book

Image by Issuu from a packaging dielines book

I thought I had it all figured out until a book I shipped was returned to me in such a sorry state that I started wondering if any of you guys who bought my books ever got them bent or misshapen or disfigured or warbled and wet and my face got red with horror. That's not good customer service. I use these Sealed Air Padded Mailers because they're recyclable and cheap and not ugly looking, but the thin orange paper was torn and the shoddy brown paper-filler was spilled into a kind of homemade crude tape job to hold it all together. The book was bumped on the corners and dusted all over with that brown muck and it made me cringe. "Jesus Christ," I thought, "I need to figure this one out."

As it happens, I'm running out of these mailers, have about 15 of them left, and so I got to researching alternative packaging options and neither of them are a perfect fit for me. Here are the ones I have considered:

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TAGS: book packaging, mailing, shipping, books, question, fuck I don't know why I still do tags


November 21, 2015

Make your books discoverable

by Ksenia Anske


Illustration by Alessandro Gottardo

Illustration by Alessandro Gottardo

Illustration by Alessandro Gottardo

Illustration by Alessandro Gottardo

On the never-ending search for books that are indie and good I have stumbled on many authors whose writing I liked and WHOSE BOOKS I COULDN'T GET MY HANDS ON.

Reasons?

1. There are no books. There are some scattered short stories here and there, or some poems, or some snippets of flash fiction, but not an actual book that I can immerse myself in. I don't care if it's a book of poems or short stories. Bundle them up! I want to read it, and if I like it, I will talk about it and review it. Without a book for me to read and to boast about you're losing an opportunity to engage me. That's sad titties. For you, not for me.

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TAGS: marketing, books, discoverability


November 12, 2015

Trust your taste

by Ksenia Anske


Art by Julia Randall

Art by Julia Randall

Art by Julia Randall

Art by Julia Randall

Why don't you trust our taste? Why do you keep seeking opinions of others in fear you're somehow wrong? "If everyone loves that book, why don't I like it? I should like it. Surely I missed something. There must be something there that ought to get me thrilled." But there isn't a thing and you push yourself to turn pages but you know you're not in it.  

SET THE DAMN BOOK ASIDE.  

I don't know how long it will take me to learn this lesson.  

TRUST YOUR TASTE, KSENIA.  

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TAGS: taste, books, consistency, reading


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