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Ksenia Anske

May 3, 2014

On diversity in books

by Ksenia Anske


Photo by Laura Zalenga

Photo by Laura Zalenga

Photo by Laura Zalenga

Photo by Laura Zalenga

You will hate me for this post. Go ahead. Start hating me now. Why read it? It won't be pleasant. I sweat in fear over writing this for the last several hours, thinking. I should write it. Then thinking, no, I shouldn't. I will get a lot of hate mail. Then thinking, well, I need to get used to hate mail, because the more vocal I become, the more haters I will gather. They're like popularity trophies. Then I thought, well, I'm stupid. Why should I say anything at all? Then I thought, no, I'm not stupid. What if what I think has value? What if I have something important to say? Why shouldn't I say it? Oh, it's the lack of confidence. It's been beaten into my head since I was little. I conveniently hid (hid? HIDE. I still hide.) behind this label of being an abuse victim. Hey, I can't openly talk about shit, because those bad assholes did bla-bla-bla to me... Awww, people would say, poor girl, we need to comfort her. Well, you know what, I need to ditch this and stop hiding. I'm doing it little by little, which is not an excuse, of course, but, hey, if I can't be ME, than how can you read what I write, how can you possibly be interested in anything I have to say if you don't even know who I am? Yeah. That got under my skin today. And I thought, well, fuck it. I will say what I think. And what I think is this.

I DON'T UNDERSTAND THE PREACHING OF DIVERSITY IN BOOKS.

HATE ME NOW. 

I will wait. Are you done hating me? No. Go ahead. I'll wait.

Still here? Amazing. Well, let me backpedal a bit.

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TAGS: diversity, books, publishing, we need diverse books, love